Re: Without Love ::: Cassie, Robert (CLOSED)

It was rather slow today, not many people in the restaurant, maybe a few less than normal Either way, Cassie found it easy to be able to relax a bit on this night and maybe observe all her costumers, see what their expressions were, what their reactions were. There wasn’t much to do anyways, so she might as well find a way to entertain her little brain. Then she saw this old lady got up, she found it a bit sad, she wouldn’t want to be the old lady, having dinner on her own, she feared growing up and being lonely. It wasn’t a desire of hers. Darryl was her desire.

Then this old lady got up, she was leaving as Cassie quickly made her way to the old ladies table. There wasn’t much of a tip, Cassie tried her best with service, then again, the old lady must have had a small budget. She picked up the couple dollars the old lady left behind and put it in her little waitress pouch. She then picked up her plate as she carried them to the back. When Cassie came back out of the kitchen , she noticed this guy walked in, he held the door for the elder lady. Which was rather nice, you don’t see those acts of kindness usually, especially with guys these days. So it was rather nice of this guy to do such a nice gesture.

She smiled, it was nice to see, the old lady seemed very appreciative about it. This guy walked in confidant and very sure of himself. Cassie wasn’t sure if she liked it or hated it. Maybe she should talk to him to see which it was. Cassie made her way towards the guy, who already had a menu in hand. It didn’t look like Jayla was going to take his order anyways, she was busy as usual so Cassie walked up to him, smile on her face as she approached him and held her little note pad up and pencil in hand. “Hello, welcome to Golden Cuisine, My name is Cassie and I am delighted to be your waitress for the night, how may I help you?” Cassie smiled as she waited to see what this guy was going to say next.

Cassie kept staring at this Robert guy and suddenly she felt the room was a bit quiet. It seemed like all the clinging from the forks and spoons on the plates were slowly fading away and all she heard were these weird words being muttered in her ear. She didn’t know what to make of it, but it certainly wasn’t words she were used to. It made her feel all weird, her body shivered a bit, she had no idea what to make of what was going on. Her body never reacted in this manner before. She closed her eyes and tried to shake it off as she heard Robert saying something about her knowing the place better than anyone and she could recommend him something to order. Her eyes opened as she tried to focus at the task at hand.

“Oh…wow…weird”. She looked away and her attention slowly turned to Robert, but when she looked at him again, she had no idea why, but it felt like she saw him for the very first time, maybe it was the lighting, maybe it was the lack of people in the restaurant or maybe it was that weird feeling she got a minute ago, all she knew is, she found herself drawn to this guy, she couldn’t look away, not even for a second. She started batting her eye lashes and then smiled at him being able to whisper only one word “Lovely” Because that is what she thought of him, he was suddenly lovely in her eyes.

“Oh…wow…well, you can have me if you like, but I’m not on the menu and I don’t think your daughter would want to…eat me”. Before Cassie could think straight, she said that, what did she just say? That was wrong, she knew it, but it felt like whatever filtered what she had in mind, to what she wanted to say was out of order. But then again there it was, this odd voice, whispering words she couldn’t understand in her ear but she couldn’t make out what it was. But more she tried to focus on what the words were the more she lost control of her thoughts and emotions. She didn’t know what was taking over her but she was for certain, Robert was slowly becoming more and more attractive in her eyes.

“Oh…wow…sorry, I don’t know why I said that. You should try our special fried shrimps, like me after you have a little, you just can’t stop and you can’t help but want more of me…..I mean it…yes…it…lovely” There she went again, saying the wrong words at the wrong time, what was going on with her, at this point, she had no more control of what she was saying or how she felt about Robert.

Robert was offering to help her as Cassie felt weird like something has taken over her. She could barely hear him though, she felt as if someone or something was telling her to do otherwise. She tried to catch herself as she agreed to be assisted to the nearest sitting area. She was assisted by Robert to the sitting Area as she passes her hands through her hair as she tries to catch herself again.

“Oh…wow…Not feeling so lovely”. She looked up at Robert again who sat across her, she couldn’t help but see him in a completely different light again. It was such a weird feeling, she never felt like this before. She just found herself drawn to him, she looked at him as smiled as she blushed. “I didn’t notice you were such a dashing guy when you walked in”. She couldn’t help it, she found herself flirting with him a bit, like she did prior. But she had this weird feeling like she wasn’t being herself, but she couldn’t stop either. It was an odd situation to be put in, she couldn’t control herself.

Cassie couldn’t help herself, she was lost in her own mind. Having thoughts of Darryl and Shanelle earlier at his job, she was jealous she might admit that, but it wasn’t jealousy that was working on her head. She was unable to control herself. She didn’t know why she had urges for this stranger, but she had them and she wasn’t going to stop either. “So, do you think I’m lovely? Would you like me? Would You?” Cassie started playing with her hair, looking at Robert, in a very weird manner, which might scare most.

“Tell me Robby, Robs, Robert…am Lovely…oh…wow…do you? I wish someone would think I’m Lovely. Why don’t they think I’m Lovely Robert, why doesn’t he think I’m lovely. Is it me….oh…wow….it is isn’t it. I’m not as lovely as her”. Cassie grabs Robert’s hand and holds it tightly. She was craving Robert in a way that scared her. She was obsessed with him as well, maybe even more so than she was with Darryl, but with Darryl she could control her urges, now she couldn’t. She wasn’t in control of what she was saying, thinking or doing.

There, she heard it, someone called her lovely, and she loved hearing that as he cupped her cheek. She looked up at him, slowly, she wasn’t sure what she was seeing, Robert or Darryl, either way, she wanted him so badly. She slowly let go of his hand as she started twirling her hair as she tilted her head on the side, smiled at him. “So you think I’m lovely?...Oh…wow”. She leaned against the table, slowly walking over towards Robert, again not sure if it was him, her mind was all over the place. But she slowly walked towards his direction, since he was sitting across her. She was then standing right in front of him as she smiled at him.

She slowly pulled his shirt as she got closer to his face. She smiled again and then said the one thing she said so well. “Oh…wow…lovely…why don’t you kiss me”. Cassie slowly started climbing onto Robert, as she sat on top of him, they were face to face, Cassie wasn’t sure still if she was facing Robert or Darryl but one thing was for sure, she had an urge to kiss this person.

Cassie felt the guy kiss her as she leaned in as well, she wasn’t sure if it was Darryl or whoever, she was focused on it being Darryl though, as she closed her eyes passionately kissing this guy in front of her, who was being respectful though she wouldn’t mind a bit of hair being tugged. Either way, she was feeling weird again, something wasn’t right, her body felt weird, her mind felt weird and she was finally catching herself and images of Shannelle kissing Darryl flooded her head, her day at work, Robert Walking in, She taking his order and then her kissing him and then it all came rushing out of her as she moved Robert away. “Oh…wow…this was a mistake. Oh my…lovely…I messed it up…I messed it up”.

Cassie hysterically got off of Robert, combing her hair back with her hand as she covers her forehead and sits and the nearest chair she could find. What did she do, why did she do this, she wasn’t remembering much but she knew Darryl would hate her, even though she knew Darryl kissed Shannelle, he would hate her for kissing Robert, why would he hate her though, he didn’t care did he? Cassie was confused as she looked up at Robert completely confused and worried. “I…I am so sorry, I simply don’t know what came over me. I really can’t remember what happened. Oh....wow...lovely”. Cassie felt bad, she wasn’t sure what was going on but it was weird what went on.

Cassie just couldn’t believe what she did, she knew she didn’t meant to and they guy was more than understanding, Cassie just didn’t know what came over her, one minute she was serving a costumer and next thing she knew she was on top of this guy kissing him. Something was up with her today but she had no idea what it could have been. She was in a bit of a panic, she felt guilt, horrible, sad and loads of emotions all together. She certainly wasn’t herself a few seconds ago. The lovely man asked her if she wanted water, but she didn’t she just wanted to get away.

“Oh…wow…that’s lovely but no I …I just need to go, I’m so sorry for this, I really don’t know what came over me. I apologize.” Cassie was trying to catch herself, fixing her hair, her skirt, her slightly unbuttoned blouse as she took her pad as she quickly addressed the customer. “I’m so sorry, I really need to go, uhm…another waitress will come take your order, I am so sorry. Bloody Hell….oh…wow…lovely…what is wrong with me” Cassie didn’t know what to do about the now awkward situation but she knew she just wanted to get away from it all.